LINDAHAOLIYUAN: Heavy hearted

In 24 hours time, my last day of internship at Actually will end. Instead of feeling excited and relieved about it, I'm actually feeling very heavy hearted about going back to school. I fit in the working society really well and smoothly, and going back to school just means pushing all the other opportunities right in front of me. It is not just a major project that i'm going to be dealing with, but more like a responsibily test to how i can determine focusing on school and not be distracted by other jobs coming to me. It is such a big decision to me, and i just feel so stupid thinking about this 'diploma to get a job' vs 'pushing away jobs bcos of school' .

I know many people won't even have such a concern, but fuck you yes, i'm just lucky like that, even before i graduate, i have alr a handful of pending jobs for me to take, and it's in this status becos of my undone education.

Life is .... urgh forget it
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let me share some funny random photos from the past few months from playing at the store

this is my way of wearing this dress haha the dress that you need to hold and walk, hahahah ok my stupid 'creative' way of wearing it!